yes, this was the first time i met you. thanks banget buat anida, kalo lo ga punya masalah dan ga nyuruh gue dateng, gue ga akan ketemu dia. This was the first time i shake your hands, and you said your name "nidyaa" with your voice, yes i was very stunned by your smile and voice. That was the reason i fell in love with you. I dont care about anything else, the only thing that cross my mind was, i have to get you. i add your facebook account, and it need sometime for you to approve it.
The next time we met, it was on 31st July.
i still remember how awkward am i when i met you, again. i was sitting next to you, hoping that we can jump into some conversation. did you know ? i was texting with your friend there, it was just to ask "eh gue ngomong apa nih ? anjir gue bingung bangeet aaaa" but just so you know, i felt reallly happy back there. Fortunately, we can went home together, i ask your phone number and you gave it to me. you know that was just WOW, gue bisa dapetin nomer hape cewe yang gue suka langsung dari orangnya. we were texting untill late night, yes i remember that.
the next time we met was on August.
we both made an appointment to go watch a music concert, it was SMA Negeri 1's show. But unfortunately, we didn't know how to went there and it was extremely hot out there. so we just go watch movies, it was Killers. yes i still remembered it. AND IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I HOLD YOUR HANDS, you know it was funny, cuz you said "aduh dingin nih tangannya" hahaha :p and something crossed my mind, it says "ini cewe gue, harus"
so after that we went out a lot of times, we watch that movie this movie the other one and the other two untill i thought that the time has come. it was on 16th August when i have a plan to ask her whether she wants to b mine or not. so i've got a plan, to put a flower on her table at school. but how ? ga mungkin gue dateng jam 5 ke smanti -___- thanks again buat Anida, dia yang bantu gue dalam masalah ini.
it was the day, 18th August 2010
i was so panicked whether she already know that i put the flower or not, so gue sms anida.
gue: nid gimana bunganya ?
anida: belom cay dia masih belom sadar ada bunga di mejanya
gue: okay kalo udah kejadian sms gue ya hehe
anida: iya
*10 minutes later*
gue: nid gimana bunganyaa ?
anida: udah tuh cay, sekarang bunganya udah ada di tangannya
gue: trus2 dia gimana ?
anida: yaa senyum2 gitu deh di ceng2in satu kelas haha
gue: ahahahaha yaudah thanks ya nid
and then YOU, texted me . i still save it in my phone you know, and you said
"acaaaaaaaaaaaay makasih ya buat bunganya <3"
lo mau tau ? gue serasa terbang melayang ke awang-awang disitu. the next thing happen, you can read it on my previous entry.
21st August 2010
do you remember girl that i was the one who gave you your first kiss ?
and theen time flieees soooooooooooooooooooooooo effin fast, 1 month, 2 month, and now 3 months have passed. it was on 5th December we had a conversation, its not an eye-to-eye but yes, it was too sweet, i'll post it after i finish doing this.
that night, yess 11th December 2010
we had a fight, a really good fight. IT WAS MY FAULT, I WAS THE FOOL WHO BROUGHT THIS MENACE. you asked to broke up, AND HOW FOOL AM I ? THE ONLY THING I SAID IS "YAUDAH" "YAUDAH" AND ANOTHER "YAUDAH".
and now, 13th December 2010.
the previous day, we were getting better, we texted each other, we chat on the intrnet and said goodnight, goodmorning. BUT, i don't know i just, can't control my self. i was forced her to do something that she cant at the time being, i keep forcing her until she said "aku cape ah, aku mau sendiri, kamu cari aja yang lain pasti ada yang lebih baik dari aku" i stopped what i was doing there. dan gue ikut apa kata yang di mau, tapi apa mau di kata ? dia udah trlalnjur cape sama semuanya. Ya Tuhan andai waktu bisa gue puter :(
Nidya, aku minta maaf banget. aku ga akan ngulangin lagi, aku lagi gabisa kontrol diri tadi, just please give me another chance, i'll promise i'll change. im a man of my words, kalo udah ngomong pasti di tepatin.
so i hope you can forgive me, and trust me.
aku ga niat dan ga mau nyari pengganti buat kamu, karena emang aku ga mau kamu di gantiin.
i love you
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